First of all, I´d like to mention that this blog is nothing special. It is just my way of opening up. I guess I need to tell strangers about my life, because it is easier than talking to the people I love.
I have a special way of dealing with things. I actually do not deal with things at all. I rather keep my mind busy with unimportant stuff than thinking about what actually matters.
Due to the mistakes in my life, I know I have to change. I have to change my way of thinking in order to avoid these kinds of mistakes. It is hard for me to open up to my friends and I thought it is easier to open up to strangers.
Ok, that´s about it!